Before I decided to be in this whole absurdness, I did pray. I prayed, that He'll show me the right way. Now that I'm here.I make a vow to myself.I will never ever be negative minded. Maybe being different is not that bad after all.It just need a great length of efforts to be able to endure this whole preposterous day. Part of me pray that time will move so fast that all of these will just vanish into thin air.Without I even realize it.I know, He has a better solution for me. and things do happen for a reason.